Random title, I know. But I just got done playing and I fucking hate that game. Anyway, to start off, I'd like to say that I love the feedback I got while I was internet-less for so long. I'm glad to know that people look at my artwork when it's not a photo of a cat. I ranted about that a long time ago and don't feel like getting into it again. Thanks everyone who +faved me and commented on my pictures. I really appreciate it. It makes me feel like I'm actually doing something right for once.

Anyway. Something I noticed when I logged on today was that I have been a member on here for 3 years. That's a long effing time. I also find myself wondering why people that have been on this website for so long don't get some sort of free platinum membership or something. I mean, I can get it because the site needs money but at the same time it's just like wtf? I don't personally care to get one but there are some people who have been on here for years and years (longer than me) and it's just kind of surprising. Maybe that makes sense, maybe it doesn't. I don't know.

Other than that, my life is nuts. My friends dumped me completely because of a whole bunch of crap that went down between Frank and I (all of which has been resolved). Some of those friends have come back (Turner, Brad, Kauka, and Bob) but some of them (namely J-Bow who happens to be my son's godfather and doesn't even bother speaking to me anymore) have gone a-wol. I guess it doesn't matter. I've got a few people that I love and care about and that's all that means anything in the end. I've got my son who won't leave my side when I see him. I've got Frank who, in spite of our little shit storm, has helped me overcome suicidal thoughts again. I've got Kinder who is kind enough to let us stay in the apartment while we look for jobs. I've got Steph who just let me know that I still have some family that gives a shit (which I love her for, so much). And that's all I need. My sanity is back. My life is getting back on track. I've discovered a new path in the spiritual (Buddhism) that has brought me immense happiness and lovingkindness. I'm happy again. Truly.

Wow, that was long. Thanks for reading if you did. I know not many people watch me on here but thanks nonetheless.

Peace and hearts.